I spend so much time in calculation, strategizing, planning : I miss what is right in front of me.
I spend so much time frantically focused outwards : I loose a kind internal gaze towards myself.
I spend so much time focused on what is lacking : I miss the abundance before me.
Plagued with uncertainty I beg to be set free from the muck I am sinking in.
I seek moments of elevation.
I want to commit to reverence in all its forms.
I want to be free.
How can I drop the resistance and turn it into prayer?
How can I shift my focus from what is missing : to what is present?
Let my life be a constant conversation with the sacred.
Remind me there is nothing to prove.
For I sacrifice my innate wonder when I believe I never amounted to anything worthy or ever will.
I honor the evolution.