I spend so much time in calculation, strategizing, planning : I miss what is right in front of me.

I spend so much time frantically focused outwards : I loose a kind internal gaze towards myself.

I spend so much time focused on what is lacking : I miss the abundance before me.

Plagued with uncertainty I beg to be set free from the muck I am sinking in.

I seek moments of elevation.

I want to commit to reverence in all its forms.

I practice.

I want to be free.

How can I drop the resistance and turn it into prayer?

How can I shift my focus from what is missing : to what is present?

Let my life be a constant conversation with the sacred.

Remind me there is nothing to prove.

For I sacrifice my innate wonder when I believe I never amounted to anything worthy or ever will.

I honor the evolution.