Dear June,

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I’d like to honor your magnificence + your magnitude, during a month of firsts.

I left Anna for the first time, and my family for the longest time – with 4 nights spent away at a women’s yoga retreat. I was torn, and often in the space of : am I doing the right thing? But in the end the time away was like an elixir for my heart.

 

I collaborated with two beautiful women for a filled to capacity Crystal Love Workshop @ West End Yoga. I was convinced no one was going to show. Clearly the universe provides.

 

I led an evening of Motherhood Rising with a new friend @ the Move It Studio, which I have been wanting to do for a long while now. I led the group through a watercolor exploration, which required courage to put myself out there and share this process of art making that has been healing + illuminating for me.

 

I planted begonias. Only one plant has died so far.

 

I went on hikes with friends + my kids.

 

I took the kids to the pool by myself for the first time.

 

I saw my family in NY.

 

I played the harmonium and chanted for the first time in front of my yoga class. This was extremely terrifying [ I sound way better when I am alone ! ]. My voice shook, someone rolled up their mat + left, but people also sang and it was a beginning. I felt brave.

 

I paused on the solstice in a cafe with neon colored pencils + paints, and gave myself the space to ask what I wanted from this summer. I was all tangled up for days before – grasping for some sort of rhythm that was terribly illusive. I wrote a list of what I was made for.

 

I brought my malas to Veg Fest in Lancaster + while simultaneously pumping the brakes on Charm & Magic. I completely surrendered to what I was trying so hard to advance in the beginning of the year. I have a feeling something quite lovely will immerse from this pause.

 

Thank you for all the glimpses of wisdom gathered in these days that unfolded : bringing me right here.

 

Now for July + August : I’m taking a break from Instagram + FB, and instead I plan to make actual photo albums capturing our family. This is going to be tricky, and may require my husband changing my passwords : but I am curious to see how I will feel + if it provides the room to tune into my own life a bit more. Let’s see.

Love,

Leah

 

 

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Thank You,

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Thank you for the questions that lurk underneath.

Thank you for the answers that rise to the surface in their own time.

Thank you for the break of retrieving other people’s experiences, so I can fully live mine.

Thank you for the support that makes standing upright possible.

Thank you for the time to circle back; closer and closer to myself.

Thank you for the quilting of this blanket of compassion, sewn together artfully + consciously. Let me return to this cover when I roam far away.

When my heart feels like it is yearning to sing :  please sing.

When I feel my body aching to dance : I beg you to dance.

When I desperately look beyond myself to somewhere else I’d prefer to be, to someone else I’d like to be. Help me to remember : I am exactly where I need to be.

Often the messier the better.

For through that muck, through the constant grinding, is where the lotus emerges, is where the diamond comes to get it’s shine.

 

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Quiet Persistence

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A strengthening of the spirit is occurring in the quiet.

An apparent lull is potent space. Silence is where profound conversations are exchanged.

It is the duality of feeling like nothing is happening, yet trusting gorgeous shifts are taking place.

The miracle will come. In some ways, it already has. And as we wait for its arrival, let our attention rest on what is beautiful, while connected to what is possible.

When the waiting gets tiresome and as we become resistant, allow our perspective to widen. Let us see it as an opportunity to fine tune our character.

Let this period serve as a balm for our muscles that are working in new ways, an elixir for our the neural pathways that are forging ahead.

And once the miracle arises, in whatever form it takes, be sure to let us not look upon it as ordinary, or late, or lacking in anyway. Instead let us regard it as a heroic, graceful, feat of focused attention, desired action, and a widening of the channels to receive. Let us celebrate its arrival.

Then feel the weight lift. Your heart lighten.

Look fondly behind at all of those footprints that zigged and zagged, and see the masterpiece in the design you crafted on this journey – to get exactly where you were meant to be. in the exact time you were meant to arrive.

All because, you persisted anyway.

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Reclaiming Me

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I’m in the process of opening doors I previously thought locked shut.

The ones labeled : dancer, artist, singer, athlete.

I’m reclaiming bits that lay behind these rooms so vast, yet easy to comprehend in this light.

I just began taking a dance class again.

I’m making art in how I arrange our home.

I’m learning how to play and chant with a harmonium.

I’m moving my body rigorously, rhythmically, + strongly.

When I let go of the form of having to be the best in any or all of these, I gave myself permission to stay and not walk away, to open the door a little wider, no longer consumed with comparison, but instead interested in expansion.

I realize the importance of having these facets of me engaged and paid attention to. I’m honoring my expression, and continuously reclaiming who I came here to be.

Just noticing, and knowing how it looks now will all shift and change again, but excited by the prospect of all of it.

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To the Moon :

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I witness your fullness.

I see your indescribable beauty, and you help to illuminate mine.

Help me widen my capacity to receive, by deepening my roots into my worth.

Help me to practice receiving daily :

compliments : graciously

support : gratefully

space : rightfully

creativity : certainly

Help me to honor this continuous dance with spirit. Help me to treasure the times I feel close, as well as the times I feel far – because this too is valuable information.

Continuously show me, remind me, how many treasures already exist in my life.

Blur my judgement between good + bad, and instead let my gaze be soft, receptive + wide to witness the miracles that reside inside.

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Welcome : 2017

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I wish to move forward elevated + restored. Heart brimming with compassion : for myself + for this world.

I wish for my steps to be intentional, clear, and light. My arms to be open and ready to hold my little ones tight. My words courageous, true, and clear.

I am ready to tend to myself lovingly : honoring the cracks that truly do let the light in.

I forgive myself for all the times where I underwhelmed myself, and then I forgive some more.

I wish to continuously fill the well of gratitude, so my reserves are never dry.

I wish to witness the moon, the trees, the clouds, and the sun all surround me + may I absorb their elegance + steadiness.

I wish for these days ahead to bring me closer to the truth.

And I wish for you : all that you wish for yourself + peace.

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